Nostalgia and Lust

by honestentity

3.8 (43 votes)

Godot Abandoned v1.23

Game Details

Version: v1.23
Developer: honestentity
Engine: Godot
Status: Abandoned
OS
Language: English
Censored: No
Updated: 19 August 2026

About

Your childhood best friend drops out of college, moves to your city, and asks you to manage her career as a gaming streamer. It plays like a streamer-management sim more than a typical adult game, and the developer built it first for themselves before putting it out for everyone else.

The setup is simple: rent is due every Saturday, the city is expensive, and if she can't make it as a creator her landlord is more than willing to make her an offer. Netorare is on the table but avoidable, so how things go depends on how well you do your job.

Most days are spent picking which videos and games your friend should stream, checking who's donating and what they want, and reviewing the archive to see what actually performs. Courses and upgrades raise her skills over time, and outside the streaming grind there's a day job to get through, a house to explore, and your crush to keep an eye on before sleeping to pass the night and start the cycle again. The first real scene doesn't show up until a couple of weeks in, and the developer admits the time skips fast so it hopefully doesn't feel like a grind.

Changelog

v1.23

Features:
Akuma can now schedule videos instead of you. Editor will always be akuma. (The schedule screen wont reflect chosen options for now but the stream will be scheduled in the background)
FMC will present you with a dialogue choice during the Akuma intro.
5 new animations for Hana and Akuma (This path will be optional once I'm done animating player + hana).
Added 9 gf+vagrant animations from the streams to roaming scenes on certain days depending on corruption.
Added idle animations and variations in locations for hana encounters.
Added completely new voice audio for FMC's animations and added audio for kissing animations.
Added voice audio for Hana animations.
Changed:
Changed how likes are calculated so likes wont seem too less.
Changed order of streams in an attempt to have them make more sense (degree of face shown etc).
Edited a few assets slightly.
Fixed:
Negative amount exploit in bank tab.

v1.22

4 New characters. 3 Vagrants + 1 Female Character
4 New streaming scenes
1 intro to hana on week 2
Edited the shader to handle transparency better while maintaining toon shading.
Fixed a webcam issue where it was pushed into the screen and would only show a black screen.
New characters means a larger file size so the download might be slightly bigger but not by much. The new characters took while to make and animating more than 2 characters at a time is a real pain but I somehow managed it.

v1.21

NEEDS NEW SAVE!
Upgraded to Godot 4.6
Added messages from Akuma
Added new ending - variation of the player ending if loan isn't paid off
Added 2 new animations to roaming encounters and added one of the stream anims to roaming encounters
Archive now shows revenue
Edited dialogue to reflect FMC's debt
Edited archive and subscribers UI to be more readable
Implemented the loan system (bank tab with 5% interest per week)
Edited bully model slightly
Fixed additional dialogue choice not appearing in dips scene
Fixed FOV settings being incorrectly tied to another property
Fixed pubic settings not being saved
Fixed notification getting stacked if there were too many (hopefully actually fixed this time)
Fixed chat messages not appearing sometimes in 3rd bully stream.

v1.20

Features:
3 streaming scenes involving bully (based on corruption)
1 exploration scene involving bully (based on corruption)
1 exploration scene involving landlord (based on love for landlord)
(You can also find these in the gallery I guess)
The exploration scenes are highly requested. There is a very tiny issue with one of the animations but I will try to fix it in subsequent updates. I will follow up with a mini-update involving messages from the bully soon + some other additions as soon as I can.
I will put up a poll for what the proper update after that should be about. Please report any bugs or typos or other issues.

v1.19.1

Bugfix

v1.19

New male character.
You will be introduced to the character in week 2 - Monday (missable).
He might hang out outside the apartments on some days and have stuff to say based on certain conditions.
A few voyeur scenes with the FMC based on corruption.
I will release another update with at least 2 full dialogue scenes (streaming scenes) by the end of the year if everything goes smoothly.
Hopefully after the female character is released, we can wrap up NAL around February/March so I can focus on developing and releasing the next game I've been working on.

v1.18

Hello friends! I'm still working on the characters update but I didn't wanna not drop a second update this month so here it is! A feature I've been meaning to add for a while - some simple particle effects during scenes and variations withing the landlord ending.
Added particle effects setting for 'plap', 'glug' and heart effects during diary scenes or stream scenes. Check the settings screen to enable these.
Added a depth of field setting (only in first person).
There are now 2 different endings within the landlord ending based on corruption and additional variations of dialogue within the corruption ending based on how far the corruption has progressed and if you choose to accept her offer to stay for a while.
Fixed a tiny bug in stream 5

v1.17

Updated to Godot Engine version 4.5
Schedule UI has been changed and the logic rewritten to require fewer clicks. You can now see all the scheduling info on a single schedule page instead of it requiring 3 clicks.
Added tutorial icon to PC and updated the tutorial text.
The work option now pays the player a small amount of money.
Watching the lewd streams now requires you to first buy each video (From the player's funds) for $300.
There's now a bank tab which you can use to transfer funds between the MC and FMC.
There's an additional pay loan option that will be a feature tied into the release with the upcoming male character. (it does nothing for now so don't bother paying it)
Updated a d-mail image that mistakenly had some text (error while capturing screenshot)
Rolled Pat's Mod loader script into the game. If you need any of the mod files tho, you gotta ask him coz I've no idea. You can contact him on the discord for more info. Also, check out the new game he's working on!

v1.16 bugfix

The game was freezing when very specific conditions were met when choosing the coffee option in hangouts. This should be fixed. If you encounter this again please report.

v1.16

Hangouts while gf has affection for landlord will mean the landlord might interrupt MC and FMC at the cafe.
5 new dialogue scenes at the cafe hangouts with relevant animations (based on landlord affection)
Some more varied dialogue scenes in during coffee dates (non-cheating)
5 new bed related animations you can view in the wild / gallery.
Fixes:
Changed how the player door opens so it doesnt smack you.
Attempted to fix the breast streching issue due to how the physics work (should be slightly better now)
Fixed characters clipping into walls for certain animations
Slightly enlarged the gaps in the fence next to FMC's house for easier viewing.
Added an extra check to the gallery buying option because apparently people could buy it multiple times.
This update is slightly smaller even though it has many new animations because I'm still struggling with creating and adding the new characters.

v1.15 bugfix

Increased volume of the bed creaking (This is tied to the plap volume setting)
Fixed a crash in the diary because I'm a dummy who forgets stuff.

v1.15

New Features:
1 New rent scene that happens after maxxing landlord affection
1 New scene after the initial kissing scene in the diary (I will make this its own week maybe but that requires too much time since a lot of systems rely on the week system and I didn't have the time for all that for this update)
1 New streaming scene in a new location (not accessible while playing)
There's a new bed for the landlord! Goodbye matress on ground! It's also old and creaky (I think this adds a lot to the NTR aspect with the creaky bed and stuff. If you see any clipping or animations where they stand on the bed, then please report it to me.)
The alley near FMC house is closed off (hidden scenes might occour here)
You can now load custom videos to the tvs. These need to be placed in a proper folder structure, you need a 'videos' folder, then the following subfolders by theme 'normal' or 'sexy' or 'workout'. Put your videos in any of these folders.
Folder structure:
videos
| normal
| sexy
| workout
Videos need to be in the .ogv format (you can find free websites that convert videos) and try to keep them low res (640x360 is fine) for the sake of performance. Audio cannot be changed, that's an engine limitation.
A few new animations to the pool of animations you can witness through the windows.
Changes:
Remade and slightly extended the standing doggy animation for the streaming scene + added more stages
Dialogue box theme was changed in the previous update, I'm not sure I mentioned it in the past changelog.
Streams with landlord will not appear if FMC has no affection for the landlord.
Some internal script changes and additions
Fixed:
Fixed a crash that happened while viewing a scene from the gallery
Fixed a bug where the wrong stats were being saved for a scene

V1.14

What's new
Replaced all of the older buildings with new models made from scratch so the world doesnt seem so drab and colourless anymore. I've tried to maintain the original aesthetic.
The windows use a shader to render the interiors of the buildings so it should be pretty light on performance, in fact this should be lighter than previous versions.
Updated some props in the landlord's house.
Update gate model and collision so people dont get stuck there anymore.
There is now a sort of a barebones scene selector you can get when certain conditions are met: If FMC affection with landlord or player is maxxed you will be able to buy the gallery cheat from the shop for 5000. Press G to bring up the scene selector.
Also a duck for some reason.

v1.13

Part 2 of the major update + bugfixes
Sorry about the delay but there were tons of bugfixes to attend to.
3 camgirl stream scenes with landlord. 1 in the corruption route and 2 in NTR route.
Pixelated face shader
Cum particles for landlord
Chat messages from landlord per stage of affection
Stats are now saved per scene (so you get the same dialogue in diary even if your stats change later)
Dialogue changes in certain scenes depending on whom the FMC loves
Sexy clothing now changes with corruption instead of affection (will expand with more combinations later). This will be mainly visible in hangouts.
4 new settings in the menu so people with weaker PCs can play with those off: SSR, SSAO, SSIL and Outline shader
Changed FMC bed textures
Bugfixes:
D-mail messages now auto-scroll to the bottom
Fixed window not loading into the saved resolution by default.
Made animation transitions smoother in streaming scenes
Fixed an issue where rightclick would unlock mouse capture.
Fixed diary scene that accidentally said "missed rent"
Fixed floating animation markers
Fixed an issue with the progress bars in the character sheet
Fixed hangout bug where it would be visually day while being functionally night
Tweaked environment lighting
Fixed swapped thumbnails in the lewd streaming site
Fixed shapekey related bugs in code
Fixed typos

v1.12

Features:
New pervy commenter personality. These guys can be rude and outright mean at times.
Not deleting rude comments increases corruption. This will lead to FMC making lewd streams in secret. But beware, deleting someone's comment makes them dislike you.
4 new scenes in the form of livestreams + new streaming UI with livestream-like comments.
New browser tab to find past livestreams of FMC.
Many new animations to show interaction during streaming.
Rewrote part of the gaming videos and commenter code.
Commenters can now remember if you deleted their comment.
Pervy commenters are more likely to be rich.
A few messages from FMC as her corruption increases.
The game will now load custom commenter Personalities (json files) from a folder titled 'personalities'.
Added a prop to show location name: Sunrise Complex
Remastered the prone animation and made it longer.
Fixed:
Blowjob scene
Notifications used to stack on top of each other if there were too many. This has been fixed.
Small changes to video scheduling interface.
Personality utility changes:
New 'comment deleted' reactions can be added to each personality. Make sure you load any personality file you've created to add these or you might run into errors/crashes ingame.
The game will now load custom commenter Personalities (json files) from a folder titled 'personalities'. The folder needs to be located in the same place as the exe. DO NOT RENAME OR REMOVE THESE JSON FILES ONCE ADDED TO THE SAVE. You can however edit the contents as you wish and it wont make a difference.

v1.11

Added notifications when you receieve a message
Fixed:
Certain messages were being sent multiple times. Now they wont be repeated.
Fixed typos.
Fixed a stage error while exploring outside.
Fixed a bug where the character would rotate in certain dialogue scenes.
Miscellaneous changes across multiple scripts

v1.10

Free cam in diary scenes. (PRESS F5)
Movement: WASD and Q/E to move up/down
Expanded the existing D-mail messaging system:
(Messaging will tie into corruption stuff next update)
FMC / landlord can now message you and send pics depending on certain conditions. You can reply. They might even reply to your replies after time passes.
Weddit. New website tab:
This tab brings trending games and top streamers.
Trending games provide higher reach/payouts than normal.
You can now see FMC's username rise through the top ranks as her experience increases.
2 New simple dialogue scenes to find while exploring outside in the early game.
Bugfixes:
Fixed donations not being added to payout.
Fixed wrong rent scene starting even if FMC's affection to the landlord wasn't high.
Fixed sponsors so the active sponsorship doesnt progress unless you schedule a stream.

v1.09

Features:
2 New landlord scenes in diary
1 New rent scene
Added new animations (longer animations like 10 seconds long instead of short loops)-
'Massage/handjob animation' - 3 stages
Standing From behind animation - 2 stages
69 Animation
Rimjob Animation
Standing side by stand and spank
Edited existing animations to be longer and slightly better-
bj, windowbj
(By the way, there's still that visual bug for the BJ scene and I will set some time aside to fix it. I don't see it in blender but it does show up in-game so that's incredibly strange. Needs more testing.)
Edited a few other animations that showed clipping.
Added Squirting (particle system) for certain scenes. (Please report any performance issues. I will work on the sound fx soon)
You can now change the time from Morning to Evening from the player's TV instead of using the work tab.
Clothing in certain scenes (like hangouts) now depends on corruption.

v1.07

New Features:
You can now continue playing the game and end it manually through the diary
Added player scenes to diary
Added new cheat items to the shopping site to be able to open doors and windows (Breaks muhhhh immersion)
Shopping site now shows relevant stats that you can obtain after buying.
New character info sheet on PC
Streaming site now has thumbnails
Added a few props to the shed
Added a new FOV slider in the settings menu
Cum stains on body in specific scenes
Added a toggle for bodywriting in some scenes
You can now use the escape key to exit the PC (except while in the 'working' progress bar)
Edited a few lines of dialogue on rent days to change based on relationship with the player
Bugfixes:
Tried to ensure FMC doesnt magically switch houses on rent day
Made sure you can't do hangouts more than once a day
Fixed dialogue prompts showing when they shouldn't
Fixed (hopefully) a bug where landlord and FMC were appearing outside the house at times.
Made the player stop faster from a sprint state
Fixed a few bugs with video comments
Fixed Video UI that accidentally showed likes in floats instead of ints
Changed clothing in a few scenes
Changed dialogue to remove mentions of alley which no longer exists
Changed prices of items in the shopping site.
Tried to fix some wonky animations
Edited a few typos
Other misc fixes

v1.06

New features:
Interactions with gf. Now you can knock on her door and on certain days of the week she might go out with you if she wants to. These interactions are short and not time consuming. (Some are unlocked based on relationship with either you or the landlord)
Possible interactions: Coffee date (multiple randomised interactions), Workout: You can workout with her in a mini interaction doing pushups, squats, lunges. Scene at the onsen. Watch TV and chill (possible to have mini sexual interactions).
New small locations: Onsen, a tool shed and a public toilet
New animations at the new locations: Sofa scene animations with player and landlord (multiple stages), 2 animations at the shed, 3 animations at the toilets (multiple stages) more misc animations like the workout stuff.
2 New scenes added to diary with dialogue. 2 new encounter-able scenes at the shed like the windowbj scene. And a bunch of random misc fixes I cannot even remember because this last week was a fever dream, man.

v1.05

More NTR scenes / animations to view in landlord's house! (randomised and sometimes in FMC's house)
Facial expressions and animations in dialogue (did as much as I could for now)
Body writing in scenes, heart pupils in scenes, hair change for an ending (and for a future planned update)
Redid a landlord dialogue scene with a new animation.
Changed save and config location to user path instead of game folder.
windows: %APPDATA%Godotapp_userdata[project_name]
linux: ~/.local/share/godot/app_userdata/[project_name]
Added more save slots!
Added a notification every saturday as a reminder to pay rent
Made notifications clickthrough
Added antialiasing to settings
Added FPS settings
Added pubic hair toggle to settings
Tied bathroom door visibility to window visibility setting.
Ensured scenes started at appropriate times.
Misc bugfixes

v1.04

Fixed a jitter issue at high framerates (possibly)
Added vsync option in settings.
Fixed an issue with sprinting.
Fixed volume slider to use the linear to dB function.
Fixed some text while selecting marketing and music for videos.

v1.03

Added a settings menu
Added a setting to edit window opacity
Added a tutorial screen that can be used with F1
Bugfixes -
Rent amount in dialogue fixed.
Misc rent dialogue fixed
Fixed clothes not changing in scenes.
Name consistensy in messages
Made PC icons to be single click
Updated door status to show locked when locked
Added mouse to select in the intro name select scene
Added shift to sprint
Added notifications during special scenes like the window scene
Added notifications when accidentally trying to sleep during the day
Reduced sponsor amounts by 1/3rd
Fixed courses not accurately reducing money
A couple other small misc bugs

v1.02

Fixed a massive bug that started the wrong scene from the diary leading to a spoiler. (Sorry about that oversight)

v1.0

initial zone release
Fix if u have probs running it:
It is quite easy to solve it, you just have to create a shortcut, right click and go to properties
in the name of the game they will put this text and that's it
NostalgiaAndLust_windows.exe --rendering-driver opengl3